Not many days like today are left to us. cold and long New England winter is around the corner.
I was swamped by millions of small things this morning...but i kept telling myself i must get there. i am glad i didn't miss a beautiful day in a pumpkin wonder land with my lil B.
in this picture, lil B was running around and feeding carved pumpkins (those got big open mouths) with pine cones and acorn....
I love Fall. but it makes me feel a little sentimental sometimes. When I sat in the empty park today, and watching leaves falling off the trees, and lil B's looking for a playmate - his beautiful big eyes were filled with loneliness... my heart got tightened a little. I took a deep breath and reminded myself life is just not perfect. i have a couple of things that bother me: my tooth implant is failed after 5 years and it's needed to be redone which means lots of pain and live without a tooth for a long time....my desire for shopping (and quite a few other things) dropped a lot. my doubt towards customer service and product quality have raised again and again....i simple don't have things i want to get because i am afraid it will fall short of my expectation again, then i deal with buyer's remorse for a few days.
lil B always giggles when he takes pictures for me. he did a good job on the picture below.
Whenever i feel down (for whatever silly reasons), i just need to look at him and i know why i should not be unhappy about those unimportant things.